full
empty

and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.


introduction
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zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.


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Amos
Andy
Baka-Tsuki
Caroline
ChinHian
Dom
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Hisyam
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LeeYang
Kee
Leonard
LiJie
MarcusChan
Matilda
Max
MelWeh
RongRong
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SiHui
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(Wednesday, August 23, 2006/6:54 PM)

Let Bygones be Bygones
How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.

Forever and forever passed
To bring us to this day,
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.

The time has come, it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?

To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.

I've been waiting forever now,
Just for this time to rise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.


Bad News: I screwed it up.
Bad News: I got 52 for Lit.
Bad News: Now what?

Good News: I got 86 for LScience.
Good News: I got 90 for PScience
Good News: Maybe I'll explain it properly today. Hopefully I'll get understood fully now, yeah?


Ok, so today wasn't my day. Started the morning with a glaring sun and a flaming Dr. Ong. 6 students just got expelled for details I won't go into. Well so, angry sun, angry principal (sry typoed). Was today gonna be a good day? I still can remember something about "Recieving the Prestigious Character Award with embarrasment." Looks like back then, Dr. Ong was the dragon and we were the meat waiting to get roasted.

Nothing really happened after that spectacle. I think Dr. Ong burned a bit of my hair off, cos' i didn't get booked down for a trip with the barber. Leonard got it, and he changed his CCA to rugging after that.

Well after presenting my IvP and getting my Distinction cert (finally, man...), recess, a bloody hot fried chicken piece, and a red-in-the-face Kee followed. Ever feel what its like to get pushed on the table, have a prefect acidentally squash you, then taupoked? Oh btw Kee, goodluck for your exams. Bloody Peking Opera ponner...=P

For some reasons i won't go into, I stoned through English, Lit and Chinese. The only time I seemed to jump was when 1) I had to pay for my opera which i was ponning (Kee got off much easier), at the same time get out of class. 2) I recieved my Lit marks, in which I'm proud to say I've passed and MelWeh beat me by 1 mark. I wasn't expecting to pass anyway.

I suppose sometimes the world gives you all the bad stuff first, then leaves the good stuff to the end. PScience and LScience marks followed. And once again, I'm proud to present the biggest switch-in-a-circuit-diagram, courtesy of champion me.

LS makeup class was a fluke. Chapter 5 and Rugger Leonard was laughing like alot. In all that retarded mess he seemed like the horniest.

I suppose that's it. I just came home after makeup and waited.


"Confucious say 'If you don't forgive friend, then err...always got retribution one.' Really? I guess, I never seemed to notice..."